1/8/23 --- A busy day of overthinking...

 This morning I woke up refreshed and ready to face the world.

So I overthought myself in a death spiral that convinced me that everyone in my life hates me and I'm a terrible person.

No idea why it happened, it just did. I wonder if it had something to do with waking up at 9am and not eating or drinking anything until 1pm. Not sure, but we're all good now.

Instead of writing today, I went out with one of the boys and bought a round hay bale that is partially rotted. I'm going to be using it for the garden pathways to kill the grass/keep the weeds down. I also sorted through all my seeds (I need to start things soon) and cataloged everything I have. I'll be working on the garden plans tomorrow during my free time. I need to have an idea of what I'm going to plant so I can get all those little guys going in time. I'm really excited to have more plants in the house. Gardening is one of those things that brings a lot of joy to my life. There's just something about growing plants and producing food that is weirdly magical. Maybe it's weird, idk, but I enjoy it nonetheless.

Working on a little bit more editing tonight as well on Alpha's Rejection. I have so little left to go, but I can feel myself procrastinating. I know I have more books to work on after this and some that I have to work on no matter what because of looming deadlines, but I don't know where to go after that. I know what I SHOULD do, but I'm feeling that itch to start something new again. A part of me wants to start a LitRPG series, another part of me wants to dive into the Eadronem fantasy series, but I'm just not sure what I want to do yet. I feel like I have a bunch of idea fragments bouncing around my head, but not a clear picture at this point. Most likely I'll move on to Cowmelot and finish that before I do much else, but I need to have an idea of where I'm going next. I'm sure I'll come up with something, especially once the burnout from the holidays goes away. That shit likes to stick around for a while.

Tomorrow's another day.

-Blake

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